I took a little time off from blogging. To be quite honest…. I was full of ANGER!!!! I needed to take some time to get my emoitons under control and take care of my Family. Most people that know me know that I am straight forward and don’t beat around the bush. I say it like I see it… and call it like it is…
After pouring my heart out to my Father-in-law and taking his wise words to heart I decided that I have no place in my heart for all the anger I was feeling and it was litterally making me sick .My father-in-law is the most Christian person I know, he has never led me astray.
I told him that I wanted revenge for my family and I felt betrayed and hurt. He reminded me of the story of King David…..(acutually there’s several King David stories which I will ellaborate on in later post). After reading it myself I decided to take the high road and send best wishes to those that have said harmful and untrue things.
Am I hurt? Yes!!! Do I feel betrayed? Yes!!! Do I want to tell People the TRUTH? Am I finding out who my REAL FRIENDS are? YES!!! YES!!! YES!!!
I chose faith. I followed my father in laws advice and left the vengance part up to God. He said “You can’t fight Evil with Evil because if you do…. Who will God bless. ” I have an inner peace and once I let it go amazing doors , new friendships and wonderful opportunities began to open.
I have begun a new chapter with great Hope and positive expectations. I have started writing my new book which Billy and the editor won’t let me tell the title because they think someone might steal it (LOL).
I have faith in my God and my family. If beileve that everything happenes for a greater purpuse. The Bible says, “To everything there is a season and a time to every purpuse under the Heaven.” Ecclesiastes 3:1
When life knocks you down … don’t spend to much time looking back. Remember that God has great plans and “Maybe Gods rainy days are there to make you STRONGER.”